"Bonito" photographer!

Everyone knows how Facebook is a really cool and usefull tool nowadays. Well by some "friends" i have in it i started to see this guy who was a photographer as i am, which for me is a plus.

So one day i decide to send him the "friend request" and he accepted!

I bet he has no idea that i exist, tho i recently found a (really stupid) reason just to say hi on chat. 

I melt everytime he posts something romantic, imagining he is saying those beautiful words to me. 

So i guess you all know i'm a fool for love.

This was a quick entry but i just wanted to share with you guys this. He is so cute and he doesn't even believe it and also so so talented!!

I really hope one day i end up with a really nice guy, photographer or not.

Know you are not that many but i thank everyone who reads me.

BLFU! (BIG LOVE FOR YOU!)

Two things at the same time?

Hello Guys!

Had the blog abandonned for a long time, but im back!

So yesterday i was looking at this Girl Guide's site... as some of you know i'm a Girl Scout but i once belonged to the Girl Guide's movement, so i was looking at their site and i started to feel interested.

The Girl Guides near my house meet every saturday morning... and my Scout meetings are saturday afternoons... both brother movements...

I was really wondering if there could be a way to be a part of both. Sometimes camping trips and some activities will interfer with the other one but i mean, they form big part of my life. Scouts ARE a huge part of my life, my very best friends i met from that, and on Guides i actually first met what scouting was.

I don't know what to do. Maybe i'll have my two little cousins go there so i have a better reason to return to be part of it.

I really need to know if its possible to belong to both movements at the same time.

Someone?

I REALLY WANT TO WIN THIS!

Sorry guys but i want to win this Planet Box, it could be SO handy everytime i go camping with the scouts... i want one!

look at this beauty

The one with the first photo

Tell me what you think about this picture, i took it. (:

Simple

Well today was a simple day. Nothing special, nothing to tell.

I stayed home the whole day until 6 that i went to test some photography equipment i'm gonna use tomorrow for an event i'm shooting.

I'm pretty excited for tomorrow, getting paid and also get to see my scouting friends! The ones i do not see every week but still hold a special place in my heart.

You see, Scouting is a very important part of my life, but that is a story for a different occasion.

All i can tell you from today is that i didn't chat with him that much, but we chatted early this morning and i know now for sure that he will never look at me the way i hope.

Gramma's clothes.

Hey guys.

So today me and my mom went to pick up some of my grand mother's clothes at my aunts place, since she died last month we are looking at what stuff should we keep and what to give up to good will.

I practicly didn't do anything the whole day but when we were there i really felt as if i was with her, something in the smell of her things reminded me of her, having the clothes that i saw her wearing is really weird. I can really feel her with me.

It is really hard, i guess most people live far from their grandparents or they are just not used to see them very often, but i think i was really close to both of them. I got to share lots of important but also "everyday" things with them. Having only my mom's parents it's been really hard loosing them, since i never met my dad's parents.

I was used to them. 

I got so used to the idea of having them in my life that i didn't realize i might loose them soon and that's what happened at the end. They left and i lost my chance of many things i said i would do later, like cooking for them, drive them to anywhere they needed and so many more things, small things but big for me.

Now they are both gone and i get only a memory, there is not a "grandparents place" anymore, there is not "lets tell tita about this" anymore, there is not "are we going this week for dinner?" anymore. So many things are gone with them, and it feels so sad.

I know this is life, but i would rather like to be the one leaving that to see them leave. It is just too hard.

Him

Okay so, you know that strange feeling when you are close to that guy that melts your heart?
That happens to me even when we are only chatting on Facebook.

It is really weird because my hope for something happening makes me feel that there might be a posibility of something really happening (even though there's not).

I gotta be honest with you guys, i've never had a boyfriend... at least not one that can really count as a boyfriend. The excitment that i feel imagining the perfect love story happening to me one day is undescribable. And all those "Romance" movies don't help at all, everytime i watch one i imagine myself in that situation with him. 

We talk about almost anything, i really like the way he trust me with some things i just guess normal people would only tell to a few. I look for anything that can be an interesting subject to start a conversation with him, and the feeling i get everytime that he's the one that comes looking to chat with me. It's amazing!

I guess it'll never happen, but right now, it still feels good to just chat.