Him

Okay so, you know that strange feeling when you are close to that guy that melts your heart?
That happens to me even when we are only chatting on Facebook.

It is really weird because my hope for something happening makes me feel that there might be a posibility of something really happening (even though there's not).

I gotta be honest with you guys, i've never had a boyfriend... at least not one that can really count as a boyfriend. The excitment that i feel imagining the perfect love story happening to me one day is undescribable. And all those "Romance" movies don't help at all, everytime i watch one i imagine myself in that situation with him. 

We talk about almost anything, i really like the way he trust me with some things i just guess normal people would only tell to a few. I look for anything that can be an interesting subject to start a conversation with him, and the feeling i get everytime that he's the one that comes looking to chat with me. It's amazing!

I guess it'll never happen, but right now, it still feels good to just chat.